Chillier By The Day

I do love this drop in temperatures.

Been watching Downton Abbey. Breaking my own heart.

Nothing more. Everything to do. No time to do it.

I make miracles happen, anyway. Just not sure how…

Anyway-  good news is, I have a PlayStation 4 now! (Or will, it’ll be delivered back home sometime in the early days of next week.)


Lots to Do

But being praised does help. It was a good day, despite how much I have going on.

Ended it with tacos. A beer. A horror movie.

No sleep again tonight. Or very little, anyway.

So tired. Glad to know instructors today are on my side and very happy with me.

I Must Be Mad

Still floundering to get things done.

I don’t have time. I have friends coming Friday. I have papers due Wednesday. I’m currently trying to animate and it’s not where I need it to be. Oh, I’ll get it all done. But I might snap at this rate.

Tack on the fact Panda Express charged an account I didn’t want them to, and I can assure you my night has not been stellar.

I’ll continue to plow through. Tomorrow will prove either I’m accomplished or a force to be reckoned with.

Too much to do. I need more coffee. I need a vacation. I need this dread to leave me be.

Alas. I’m not so fortunate.

So I’ll be crazed as I try and finish.

Oh joy.


All I’ve got for now.

Just…hectic. Lots to do. A lesson to give tomorrow. (But I was foolish and never asked for advice or submitted my [last minute] presentation.)

So I’ll wing it.

And what comes, is what comes. I can only go for it with the best of intentions.

And receive a good night’s sleep.

This cough is getting worse. But so far, I’m at peace with everything else. Mayhem left and right.

But all will level out. ❤

Tired and Triggered

Well, probably shouldn’t put that. But whatever.

Teacher didn’t meet up with me during class like he said he would. I wasted my time.

Rushing through to get everything done. I swear it just doesn’t end.

I’m exhausted. And this cough is getting worse. Doubt it’ll peak like it did back in February.

Gorging tea and coffee. All I can do.

Wish me luck!


If anyone watched the debate, they understand what I’m talking about.

What a ludicrous disgrace they’ve turned out to be. I shudder to think either of them could be our next president.


Advice given was good. Dorm check went smoothly.

Coughing is getting worse. I’m tired of allergies. And they’ve really only just begun.

It’s been a bizarre day. Really, it truly has.

Tiny Steps

Still recovering. Getting pieces done. Everything will be accomplished.

No appetite. Forcing myself to eat. We got pizza again today.

Was yummy. 😀

Early wake up call in the morning. Then everything to do. Gonna plow through what I can tonight. Laundry tomorrow. Oops.

Dammit all.

And one of my teeth hurts. Lovely. I need to lay off sugar.



Nope. Just nope. I’m tired. I’m done. I couldn’t roll out of bed until 1pm, proceeded to feel awful and needing to get EVERYTHING done, and nothing was accomplished.

Allergies have moved from tonsils to sinuses, and chest. It feels like sandpaper is starting to scratch away the tissue.

I’m fed up with academia. It’s a privilege I’m glad I’ve gotten to indulge in. (Yes, privilege. It’s corrupt and costs way too much money in the States.) However, it’s not entirely for me.

I like broad spectrums and critical thinking. I love the open-endedness of almost all factors and ways of approach to most subjects and thoughts.

So while I feel like crap, not getting anything done, my mind does so wander.

I’ve no desire to end up just one place. Not now, perhaps not ever. I’ve yet to find a place to settle down in, with a knowing smile and softened brown eyes that just scream “I’m home.”

Wanderlust. Curiosity. Unsettled desire straight down to the core to pack my bags and go where the winds of life say I need to be.

I fit in nowhere. So far. And what awaits is endless, so long as I keep my hand outstretched for something or someone to pull me another direction.

Or so it will be, once I’m done in December.

I’ll talk about college later this year, most likely around my graduation or shortly after. The ups and downs, my experience(s), and what I’ve gained from it all.

Until then, I’ll be sipping tea, mentally wondering about tomorrow while today still needs all of my attention. Typical, no?

Friday Allergies

Mine are kicking me in the ass.

So I’m washing sheets. Getting nothing done. But hey- an assignment was turned in, and Monday morning I have an appointment to talk to one of my past instructors.

So here I am, widdling away time I don’t have again, feeling like shit and questioning choices left and right.

It could be entirely worse- but my health took a turn come the afternoon.

At least I’m getting pizza tomorrow.

And hopefully my soup is still okay. Probably now. I’m so bad about this goodness me…

October starts my challenge with my best friend in getting healthier.

I do believe I’ll also start livestreaming come December or the new year. I hope I’ll get to. I think it’ll be fun.

Two cups of tea down tonight. How many more will I dare?