Merry Christmas

To all. ❤ And happy holidays.

I have a toaster over and a fuzzy blanket I refuse to leave.

Still doesn’t feel like the holidays. But I’m quite content. 🙂



I’ve only been doing homework. Small workouts in my chair, and had a meal full of protein and fruit this morning. (And so much coffee).

But on Facebook (yes I know I need to stay off that damned site), there were livestreams of the Dakota Access Pipeline “protests”. (More like a protective group over the indigenous and the water being put in harms way.)

It was bloody terrible. It was a fucking horrible thing to watch for hours.

Find Kevin Gilbertt’s video coverage on Facebook. (If they’re still there- if not, go to YouTube and Twitter).

It was so terrible to see. 😦

What a mess.

Slow Sunday (with Skype!)

Best friend dragged me into a group Skype session. It’s rather sad when I don’t even have energy for that.

Or to Skype one on one with her after.

My linework is predominantly done, however.

And then I’m a bit insulted she wanted me to text her. Then didn’t text me really after.

I dunno. This…plan they have. It’s fantastic, yet I feel…barred in by it. I’m hoping that’s a side effect from stress and levels of depression.

Otherwise my intuition is saying “don’t do it”.

When did I, eccentric and slightly erratic in plans and dreams, become practical and analytically thoughtful on the matter?

I digress. Avoiding Facebook now entirely.

People don’t care. People are terrible. And I’m still being poked my someone on there. (Literally- Facebook’s poke feature.)

26 days to go. I’m royally fucked. Moving files/copying them over. Coloring all day tomorrow. And Tuesday.

Maybe I just won’t go to class that evening.

We’ll see.

Slow Going

And more emails. Organization. Too much junk food and a nagging headache.

I have a week to put together a lesson. I just don’t give a shit.

7 weeks to go. More crap online among people I know in terms of political crap and ideas.

And I have meetings all day tomorrow. Lovely.

So much to do. I’ll be able to vigilantly work on my senior project though after November 1st. I can do this. Just will be bashing my skull against something until it’s done. (Figuratively.)